Wat is Your plan for my life???

I am at tis point of age where i hav to choose the path tat wil make a big change in my life. i dunno why but i feel so scared...everyone keeps on saying i'll surely go Cambridge. if it's really so good then why am i afraid? is tis really what God wants me to do? is tis really what i wanna do? there's no turning back..watever the decision is, there's no turning back..if i go Cambridge, i might not come back for the next 10 years maybe? for hols got la but not for good. i know i'll meet nice ppl there but i really dun wanna leave home, i dun wanna leave my frens, I DUN WANNA LEAVE FGA YOUTH CHURCH!!! i alwiz hear ppl say tat once u go overseas, u might backslide. i really wanna b strong and run the race til the end..God pls help me. now it all depends on my results. if i get straight A's then by God's will i wil leave M'sia. if i dun get then it's either Nottingham M'sia or STPM..let my results decide which path i'll b taking. let God deal wit my results which is coming out in 3 weeks time. i know sum ppl wil say i very stupid..get to go Cambridge sure happy but deep inside me i feel terrified. there's no turning back.....

University of Cambridge, UK

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University of Nottingham Malaysia Campus

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