Life is tough...

When we're in primary, we worry about UPSR. When we're in secondary we worry about PMR and SPM. When in college we worry about A-level. Then we worry about getting into a good university. When in university, we worry about internships and career. Currently I am at the stage of worrying about internships. One worry after another, when I enter Cambridge, I thought that I would have more work opportunities and it would be easier to find job. But now, I just feel that I don't stand better opportunities at all! There are just too many students applying and so little vacancies. Who am I? Just one in a million, who's application can just be thrown into the bin anytime. All I've done this Christmas break was just internship applications, and I am still doing it now! Well, the more I apply the better chances I stand right? There must be at least one company (hopefully) who wouldn't mind taking me just for the fun of it. If I have all the time in the world, I would apply endlessly but currently, my energy and spirit is draining and time is short. Term is starting soon and supervision work (and tripos questions!) that I hoped to do during the holidays is barely touched. What should I do??? At the end of the day, I need a job. But to get a job I need good results. So should I keep on applying or start studying? One day at a time, dear Shirley...I keep reminding myself. Everything will fade but God is ever standing by my side.