Cambridge Malaysian Night Dance

You in me

Everytime I look into Your eyes
There's a pleasant surprise
Awaiting me and amazing me
Somehow I realise I'm so tired of the lies
They keep telling me
Telling me I should look down inside in myself
To find something greater
When i know i can look at the bright side and find the Creator

I just need to spend one moment with You
Somehow it's a brand new world I'm passing through
You lift me higher
You let me see
Over the walls that surrounding me
Don't need to prove myself
Just need to show and tell
It's you in me

The other day a wolf in sheep's disguise
Told me goodness would buy a day or two for me in paradise
I could never pay the price
Not with a million life
But it's done for me
Why should i just depend on myself
And pretend I'll find something greater
When I know I can look at the bright side
and find the Creator

You love me as me

I hate how i feel
Starring at myself I hate what I see
Left alone the world's rejected me
There is nothing of worth in me

I place my broken heart in Your nail-pierced hands
It's the only place it's safe
At Your cross of grace
Now I willing let You have Your way in me
Please make me all You've meant me to be

You've set me free
You gave me liberty
I'm all I'm born to be
You love me as me

I'm going to walk this life with You
You're holding my hand
You will see me through
And though I may stumble
Though I may fall
You never give up on me

Happy...

I am happy because it's valentine's day. Another reason to be happy is THE SUN IS SETTING LATER! Which means there's more daylight! so happy! HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

Happy Valentine's Day

Thank you darling for the valentine's present...who would expect that I would get a bouquet of flower from someone half the world away. Thank you.

My angel...

The next most important person to me besides God, my grandma. No words could describe the depth of my love for her. She's my angel...always and forever in my heart. Please pray that everything goes on well with my visa application and my airticket so that I can go to US to meet my grandma, and my family too. Oh God, all these I ask of you...Only You can help me...I want to see her smile, I want to sleep beside her, I want to hold her hands and never let go, walking side by side her.

Winter Wonderland

Beautiful views of Cambridge when it snows...

What's Fourier Series???

Who invented fourier series? I just feel like strangling that person (if the person's not dead yet)...it's freaking hard!!! Prager oh Prager...stop talking at the speed of lightning...i can't understand you!!! This applies to Udrea as well...I dont want lectures to end 20 min earlier! I WANT TO UNDERSTAND YOU! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shirley's Believe It Or Not

I was at a friend's place for cg last night when i noticed something i haven't seen eversince i came here. A WEIGHING SCALE! i stood on it expecting that i either remained the same weight as before i came or perhaps lighter....but to my surprise, I'VE GAINED 7 Kg!!! This is impossible! I haven't gain weight in years. The scale wasn't faulty because my friend also weighed and it was his normal weight. Do I look like i've gained 7 kg? I still look as thin as ever. The extra weight obviously wasn't fats...muscles perhaps? lol...

Nothing is a waste of time

For the past few days/week i've been really tired...looking at the computer screen for hours and hours...so tired that i had to use glasses to look further away from the screen. I still have to do this for don't know how long more...everyday rushing to finish my work so i can do my stuff and look up information on9. but i know all these will be worth my time. just keep reminding the mind that nothing is a waste of time. even if u went through a long way round...it's not a waste of time because you know you went through that road and it was a different experience all over. who knows in the future you might need the things you saw when you went the long way round. God grant me strength...all these is not a waste of time...my time is in Your hands...good night to the world full of the unpredictables...