Childhood story...

I was at dinner with my family when I suddenly pop up the question, "What did our house look like last time?" because I don't remember much. Then I remembered all the kittens that have died in my hands. Those poor homeless kittens. There were 2 kittens which were in the drain screaming for help. It was in the morning that I heard it but it was too dark and I didn't know their whereabouts. When I came back from school in the evening I heard one of it still screaming and I took it home. I think the other one washed down the drain already. The one I took home was drenched wet with all the longkang water. Poor thing...but I couldn't help much also. It died after a week. Then there was another 3 kittens which I brought back in a box left by someone near Taylor's College. Took them to the vet some more with Siew Kim but the vet didn't help much cos we no money to pay. But bought special milk powder from the vet. I wake up at 3am to feed the kittens who made noise. Put warm packets of water around them to keep them warm. But they all died one by one also in the end. Everytime one dies I cry...so sayang them. I guess life's like that. You can't expect things to work out the way you want it to. Sometimes you mean to do good but things just doesn't turn out good but that doesn't mean you should stop trying to do good. I would not stop trying to save kittens lives...hopefully someday there'll be at least one kitten which would grow up to be a cat under my love and care.

I feel like dancing....

I was in the car today when I heard this song. It really makes me feel like dancing in the car. It's been sooooo loooooong since I last heard this song. Please play this song more when I'm driving...it takes away the stress.....please.....let me hear.....

Sugar....oh Honey, Honey....you are my candy girl...and you've got me wanting you.

You're Never Alone!

May the angels protect you
Trouble neglect you
And heaven accept you when its time to go home
May you always have plenty
The glass never empty
Know in your belly
You're never alone

May your tears come from laughing
You find friends worth having
As every year passes
They mean more than gold
May you win and stay humble
Smile more than grumble
And know when you stumble
You're never alone

Never alone, never alone
I'll be in every beat of your heart
When you face the unknown
Wherever you fly
This isn't goodbye
My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you're never alone

When I have to be honest
As much as I wanted
I’m not gonna promise that cold winds won't blow
So when hard times have found you
And your fears surround you
Wrap my love around you
You're never alone

My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you're never alone

So when hard times have found you
And your fears surround you
Wrap my love around you
You're never alone

I love this song...

They always play this song on radio station 98.8 chinese station. I don't know if they play this on hitz or mix or fly.fm so here's this really nice song.

The 11th reason

I love my chaplain. He was the one who was there to support me when I felt like the whole world was against me. Ryan was also like a big brother to me. You gave me pretty flowers to cheer me up. They both saw me cry out as I talked my heart out. Wei Shen was also very supportive. You saw what people did not see. Thank you.

10 things I loved about my time in Cambridge

After 9 months of being in Cambridge, I would dare say that I loved my time in Cambridge in spite of all the stress. 10 reasons to support this:

1. I love my friends there, Ding Jian, Jo-anne, Wei Shen, Sara, and all those who cares for me.

2. I love the fights I have with Ding Jian, the studying sessions, the korean noodles session, you with your 2-3 eggs per packet of instant noodle! and your endless efforts of wanting to get rid of instant noodles' wax and me just being too lazy to do so when I'm cooking for myself...will miss all those this coming year...

3. I love walking with Jo-anne everyday through the big green field...it kind of makes time pause for a second in this ever fast moving world.

4. I love my cg. It never fails to make me feel at home.

5. I love the beauty of Cambridge when it snows. Reminds me of the time when I called Wei Shen to open the gate, then I threw a huge snow ball at him, awww....so innocent.

6. I love tennis sessions, although I always kena scolding by Ding Jian who keeps on saying, "Eh, move your legs la...stand there like Statue of Liberty only".

7. I love looking at Wei Shen and Ding Jian imitating me, their(or perhaps mine) favourite "Aiyoh......." phrase.

8. I love the time when Ding Jian and I sat at Christ's pieces, reading bible and getting to know each other better...why did we end up in Christ's pieces? Because....Ding Jian(who's been attending Eden church for months!) thought service starts at 9am when it actually starts at 10am! I feel like whacking this old man ar.....

9. I love to see Kenneith practising ballroom dancing, crazily dancing around his room...I'm not stalking him btw, it just so happens that he lives opposite me and I can see through his window. Though I can't see Wei Shen dancing salsa in his room, I can imagine it...crazily and enthusiastically dancing on his own.

10. I love to see this mix Malaysian British eating in upper hall. He's really cute...Ding Jian always teases me. But he's really cute ma...and mind you, me saying he's cute does NOT mean I have a special feeling towards him. I love Alex Norman and Prof. Campbell too! They're my 2 favourite supervisors. They're just......TOO NICE!!!

I would not have made it through without all of you. It's not the circumstances that matter, it's the company. I thank the Lord for bringing all you lovely people into my life. I'm missing you all. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

I dedicate this song to all of you...

Zhou Hua Jian - Pe...